When a good deed is done, we receive good karma too. Karma comes in any ways. It may not come today but it WILL someday. Karma is the doctrine of inevitable consequences. No way mankind can escape it. Think twice or hell, maybe thrice of our actions (particularly the not good ones) bcos we reap what we sow.
When you loved the on that was killing you, it leaves you no options. How could you run? How could you fight? When doing so would heart the beloved one. If your life was all you had to give, how could you not give it? If it was someone you truely loved.
When our lips met, the kiss burned with cold heat through my body. I felt myself fall. His body, his soul, was all that I knew. I wanted to press myself into him, have him lose himself in me. The question wasn't, could I love him, but how could I not love him? An eternity of embracing him-possessing him-loving him-couldn't possibly be enough.
I could feel the cold of his skin radiating toward my body, and I wanted to lean into him. My heart was beating hard again, only this time it wasn't from fear. I wanted to be close to this fallen angel worse then I'd ever wanted anything in my life.