I will permit no man to narrow and degrade my soul by making me hate him, therefore my plan was to forgive and forget, forgive myself for being so stupid and forget you ever existed...but if forgiveness is a sign that the person who has wronged you means more to you than the wrong they have dealt, maybe I will accept that I love you enough to forgive the unforgivable.
It's time to move forward. The past is history. You can gain more from the future if you just walk to its direction. The past is dead, the future is life, so go with it.
Forgiving is love's toughest work, and love's biggest risk. If you twist it into something it was never meant to be, it can make you a doormat or an insufferable manipulator. Forgiving seems almost unnatural. Our sense of fairness tells us people should pay for the wrong they do. But forgiving is love's power to break nature's rule.