I miss you a lot. Even until this time I still love you and hope you'll call me or come to my house or do anything to get me back to you again. But we know that wont happen will that? Because you love her now. And to you she means more than anything. She's the only one you think and care about right now. And to be honest i hate both of you for hurting me. But you know what, it's better to be hurt than to hurt someone else. When you hurt someone, you'll get the karma. You have to pay for the things you've done. When you got hurt, although you feel down and extremely upset, God will listen to your prayer. And know that soon He'll give someone better that you deserve. So maybe you're happy now. That's great, enjoy it while it lasts. Because one day, the tables will turn to you. And when that day comes, i'll no longer feel miserable. Because my wounds are healed and the thoughts of you will no longer come to my mind. So yeah, maybe I still have a long road to go to reach that point. But i know i'm on the right track and everyday i'm getting closer and stronger. Maybe one day you'll regret for leaving me and choosing her. But thank you for making me realize that i deserve someone way lot better than you.