See thats what scares me how I can be a mess. Distraught, not able to think straight,angry,sad,lost,confused, insecure,weak,unable to breathe,hurt (I could go on but I think you get it) and then you come back to me; then just like; that im normal again,actually better then normal I regain my strength,energy,breath,
focus,vision,path,confidence, etc etc. Suddenly everything makes sense again. Thats my fear that im getting so lost in you. That without you im lost. And then after a week from hell last night was amazing. I felt really close to you again.