And one day you just have to say that's enough. Sometimes you have to say that times up. You have to stop caring and stop letting him destroy you. Because he'll suck the life out of you and then you'll adore him as soon as he feeds it back. And what does that make you? Dependant. Suddenly, you expect less, your hopes fade but you're still there. Because it's him. It's him that makes it bad and it's him that makes it worse. He'll tear you apart and you'll beg for the pieces. And you'll see him as your saviour, when all he's ever been is a very, very, selfish boy.