I don’t know what to say to you, I was never very good at good byes. I always just closed my eyes and ran away. I thought about all the things I would say to you to make you change your mind, but in the end I realized that I don’t have that right, it’s not my place to make you change your mind, I've said everything I can say and now I guess I’m done. You will do what you want to do and I’m going to have to accept that. But I don’t want to say good bye, I don’t want to lose you. Just remember where ever my life takes me that I will always remember you, and maybe I’ll smile, maybe I’ll cry, maybe I’ll do both but I just want you to know that even though you broke your promise to me, you are and always will be my something special, always and forever, thank you for making me feel like I was the only girl that mattered in the whole world, no one ever made me feel the way you made me feel. I felt safe when I was with you, and even though you pissed me off sometimes when you would fall asleep right in the middle of our conversations, I could never be mad at you for long you made me smile, you made me laugh, you made me feel like I was worth something, like I mattered to someone. People call me weird for falling for a stranger, but somehow it feels like I've known you my whole life, you know all of my deepest darkest secrets, you know things I've never told anyone before. So thank you for that. Anyway, I’m gonna go now; I’ll just close my eyes and run its always better that way I guess. I love you, you know that right?