Feeling lost, sad, lonely, bitter. I used to look at the world with such opportunity and now it looks cold and lonely, but I get up each morning and try again. I'm not saying it is easy, just want you to know that you are not alone. Everyone may seem happy, but deep down we all have our fears. DO NOT compare yourself with others. You are one of a kind and your path is just as meaningful as the next. IT IS A CHOICE to be happy, make the right choice each day. Try to look at other's faults with compassion for lord knows what they have been through and hell, they might just be jealous of you. You are perfect the way you are and you will find a reason to live soon enough.