I miss you so much when you distance yourself. I dont know what to do or say. When all I want to do is hug you be close to you. Have you look into my eyes and mine in yours. I hate fighting with you I feel like I cant breathe when your mad at me. When you say im fake it hurts so bad because im givjng you the real me and it feels like its not good enough. I dont know what else to do. Please help me. Dont push me away. Talk to me I love it when you talk to me and tell me your favorite things or songs or anything you like. I love so many things about you. Its the little things. I just dont want to mess things up. But it seems like no matter what I do or dont do im failing. And im trying so hard you have to see that. Im so happy with you. Then its like you take it away everytime you start to let me in. And it hurts and im frustrated.