Way too many people are scared to communicate to the person who matters most ,so they front like they are content with these half-ass relationships .
Speak up for what you REALLY want and maybe you will get it or continue to shut the f*** up and pretend that you are still ok with consistent bulls**t .Your choice .It has always been your choice.You know that you can't change them ,but you can change the situation by changing YOURSELF .And that still doesn't guarantee that THEY will appreciate you . But,at least you are not '' trust faking '' ,''happy faking ''and ''love faking '' ..and letting your fear of pushing them away eat you alive quietly .You probably feel as though you will push them away if you express yourself ,especially when they make you feel like you are
1.Crazy . 2. Overreacting . 3. Insecure and only thing is that they are the problem . What the use of sacrificing your personal peace just to please the person who knows how to ''make '' you happier ,yet choose not to ?? I'm learning as i go... leaving them to handle their own b/s.