Please forgive me for all my mistakes.
Please forgive me for taken you for granted.
Please forgive me for doubting you.
Please forgive me for assuming the worst.
Please forgive me for pushing you away.
Please forgive me for not going with my heart so many times.
Please forgive me is all I ask. I promise you I never meant any harm. I just didnt know. I wasnt looking hard enough. I replay alot of things in my mind. And feel so bad.I never meant to hurt you. I wasnt judging you on anything from my past, I assure you of that. I just never felt about anyone like I do about you. And alot of times I was so overwhelmed with feelings and emotions. Things I hadnt felt in so long. That my mind became so overwhelmed and I just got tired and lost. And im sorry I thought the worst. I know now we are connected so when I feel something you pick up on it and vice versa. I know better now. Im still overwhelmed at times but not with negative thoughts only positive. As I said before im actually really shy and I get nervous around you. Not because of anxiety because you calm me from that. I just get overwhelmed with the feelings I have for you. It will get better but please just be patient with me.