Do you know the feeling, losing someone that matters to you because you are different. So that's why i needed an environment. For some of them might change you to side to them. I feel empty inside witnessing this. It might sound i'm running from a fight, but i guess it's true, maybe i'm just being a coward and at the same time selfish, but you must understand how it pains me to witness this kinds of things. I am different aye, not because I don't want to join those guys, but because this is who I am and i don't want to feel that I am not being myself. So fill me the parting glass. Don't think of this the wrong way that I'm leaving like those guys were nothing, for i will always cherish the memories that I had with them.