i can't do this anymore! my mom yells at me for no reason. i finally told my brother what i think and what actually happens at school. it felt kinda good to express what has been bottled up in my head for years. school is hard too. people look at me weird when I talk. i feel that i'm not good enough. i'm a girl under pressure. i'm overweight, poor and unattractive. only one kid i know likes me and he's a creepy stalker. my brother fights with me all the time. my mom abuses me and hits me for no reason. i try to be good enough for people to like me but obviously its not working. i cry inside and out all the time. when i say i'm dying inside it's probably true. i smile but i want to cry. i say i'm fine when i'm really not. i pretend that i'm happy when i'm really not. i feel like no one cares about me.