There are moments where there's so much running in your mind, around you but you feel stagnant. You see everything moving at a rapid speed but you find yourself stopped at a place. And often you start feeling left out.
You lose control over your mind body and people, oh you never had any control over them. You start feeling worthless, low on spirits suddenly for no apparent reason.
You feel you aren't worth it and you try to retreat yourself from everything you are involved in or ever were. You start torturing yourself for all the mistakes you ever did.
But wait, stop. Why are you punishing yourself for being a human ? Why are you being so harsh on yourself?
Why are you hurting yourself so brutally? Sometimes you just need to understand and take a lesson and move ahead. You simply can't stick to something for too long or else you will start losing yourself.
I fail to make sense even to myself leave alone you people. I am failing to understand myself, what's going on and how am feeling.
Can anyone listen to this silence? Can anyone decipher this void for me? This feeling of nothingness?
Can anyone apprehend this absence of my feelings and words?